Thinking of those happy moments for the past years create a smile on me.
That's the reason I have been smiling to myself lately which make me a complete retard in front of others.

I don't really felt like sleeping early.
I don't really have the feeling to reply any msg to my peers.
I don't really have the feeling of being motivated.
Everything is so perfect now,I don't want the moment of taking one wrong step and ruin the entire path I am taking.
Harsh.& alone.

Going to GYM to workout with my godbro soon.
I am gonna be as tough as yumi^^
Alrites..I have alot of friends who name themselves as yumi.
HAHAs.

I have decided on my jap name from the name generator used on FB.
Chiyoko.
Sounds nice,but the meaning is "A thousand child".
WOW.Whatever.
I shall live with this alter-ego name.
Perhaps perfect for my nickname in a band which I have been hoping to join after I took some bass lessons right after secondary education.
Road is still far ahead.

I love you,
but is impossible for you and me,
because we are from two completely different world.
and it is obvious that you don't bear and feelings for me.
even you appeared in front of me and said that you will try to love me,
I will not accept the things you told me.
In fact,you create an adverse effect on me,
cus' if I fall,I fall hard.
Now I'll stop here.Period.
End of our result-less ending in our Story