Really have fun today,I have to admit.
Despite all the minor injuries(little cuts),legs feeling numb and back pain.
I really have to confess I did have fun.

I am trying to overcome social anxiety for now and not hide behind the monitors and screen.Really,I have decided to resort to novels and books and try m best to get addicted to it.
Now I found what I am interested in,it's about general knowledge of emotional and physical health,it stirs my interest the most.
I read a book about social anxiety,I bet many have these symptoms as described in the book.If you doubt me,go and take a look for yourself.
Maybe this is the only way to prevent myself from glaring at the laptop screen.
Recently I am reading "spanking shakespeare".a cool story,I really have to deprive myself in reading tons of mangas.
I also have tried to maintain a healthy diet and avoid myself from consuming unhealthy food.

It's really time to pull up my socks and expand my knowledge and see things from a slightly different angle from now.
It's like,people thinks I am not enjoying my teenage life.
Probably,I indulge myself too much in studies and computer,
a complete nerd and a comp geek,I guess.

I reflected on myself,is it me who is afraid to express myself in composition,I could have do better.
It's some kind of self handicap,this is what Mr Tan have been trying to implant some of these psycological beliefs into our brains.
I am uncertain of myself,seriously.
It's a total dilemma.
There's a time when I asked Mrs Yap to decipher the meaning of the question with profound meanings,she said it's my problem in English.
WOW.It stunned me.It's damaging for a moderately sensitive person like me.IT BOTHERED ME.

Ok i shall stop here.
I will test my endurance to resist the temptation of using the lappy from tomorrow onwards.
oyasumi~