Yo.(:

I have been slacking like a sloth past few days.
Perhaps I am not in the mood to study.

However,in order to get back on track,
I have to purge myself to stop having the feeling of affection towards lappy before it's too late.

Sounds exaggerating but I really can't deprive myself from playing comp.
My bad habit is acting up again.

x) Too bad!

being undecisive is my forte. ;D

Added on:

Well,
sounds remorseful but I think I have to break out before I explode in no time.SUCK BIG TIME :/
My relationship with my brother wasn't so good and I have no idea how to approach him,he have been emo-ing these days.
Going out late,coming back home with smells of cigarettes and maybe he imbibe some alchohol and coming back home DRUNK.
What's wrong with him?
My mum told me,it's perhaps maybe something happened to him at work.
Little did I know,I thought he is alright,he is just living his life.
I never give a damn about him,neither did he want to confide his feelings to me.
Can't he ave a stance of preserverence?
A few weeks ago he brought back a girl,I never saw her but I know.
He's really good in sweet talk and being humorous,and he wanted a companion in life.
Maybe that doesn't really link sweet talk and having a companion,but it's true.He's cheating on girls?
All the girls I knew really love my brother deeply,but my brother gave a simple reason:girls are naggy-just to end the convo.It's his theory.
I just don't really understand guys,not as much as how I understand myself.
I can't read my brother as a book,though he mentioned I am mysteriously eccentric.
To be blunt,I wanted him to get back on track in life.
I have a feeling he have given up.
Negativity consumed him.
I began to feel curious about what he's feeling now,to the edge where I could nearly burst into tears.
I really want to ask him," What do you really want to achieve in life?"
All the guys I knew accomplished big and small things in life who I am really proud of because I finally see they are DOING IT.
Sad to admit,sometimes,I despise people who are not moving on.
Can't really blame my brother,he really doted me,but unable to show him.
I am always ignorant of his feelings,maybe it's all my fault that two years ago I broke his heart into pieces which can never piece back again..
I am sucha despicable girl,I hurt too much people.
Blame on my immaturity when I am really young that time and took things for granted.
I really missed that moment a few mths ago when we ate together at SAKURA,brother.
I am an easily satisfied person...
Who understands my perspective in life?

FUYEAHH