yo peeps.
hmm.I still haven't start my intense study spree.

Anyways.
Ytd went out with kahsin D:
Nothing to be made fun about.
Cus' she's my fren and why can't we go out.

I tried the omelete rice,I think okiniyami is still the best.


I nid to go and study like nobody's business now.
Practically,at the moment I can't because I'm restless and happy.
Cos' I finally get exempted from the tree planting thing!
Hooray!
Now,I can emphasise on my studies now.




everything seems so hard,
everytime i study i managed to memorize it well,
but took it for granted.
Cus' something distracted to,oh well,
I need to take time and forget it all.
I need to forget how to feel,how to be unemotional.

Actually tomorrow will be the day going out to watch G-Force with the girls,
its cancelled but it's okay (:
Not really disappointed because I might have something on the next day.




tears welled my eyes and streamed down my face.It's unstoppable.

After some stuffs,went home and felt lethargic.
ate some but these food seems tasteless.
I skipped the beach thing.
Basically,I was thinking to skip the whole SLC course,
but can't cus' I don't want to let Ms Wong down.
As promised,went to SLC course after that and pay much attention to teacher than usual.
Extreme headache.
Took a whole lot of self-restraint to control my emotions.
Mixed feelings.All I felt is agony.
FINALLY it's over,and two days already passed,
I hardly realise how fast time passed by..

Hardly ate anything for dinner,
cos it's all spicy =_="

End.

I grieved,
and found it meaningless.
I hate going where emotions takes me..




Slowly,I retreat in silence,
this is done not getting anyone of you wounded.
Seriously,I don't deserve this actions;
singing me songs,
and stuffs like that.
And impress me your ambition,
I'm not up for that.

Can't you just understand?
We are just friends,
nothing more nothing less.
Maybe those signals are wrongly recieved.

Thank you for your kindness.
I assure you i do this because I don't want to ruin your friendships.
Especially it come to a not really special girl like me.





SIGH.SLC kinda boring.
I love games,anyway,never paid loads of attention

Anyways tomorrow will be just half a day cause I have something on;
praying the deceased one.Anyway,have to follow my mum for something which I don't really want to talk about.
I'm not going to mention much cus' it's really none of my readers business and hope not dampened their feelings after a day of exhausting activities.

Today after SLC,I have tuition around eight.
did alot of talking with my godbro rather than studying,
just don't understand,maybe that's myself...
cold humours and extreme sacarstic remarks and being critical.
Not to mention,blabbering nonsense as well.

Just talked about my life in school man.
I find it's fun,no matter how much my reputation is ruined.
Tried to explained to my godbro about this multi-personaity thing that I had planned.Cause friends now really gives headache and the stressed which cause by a devasting pile of hwk.
Because I am a really blunt person when it comes to conversation,
just can't get hold of myself and said something out of nowhere.
That's my personality,who cares.


I remember when I was in primary school I talked like nobody business, that's the best part of my life,and getting remarks from teachers that I should learn to shut my mouth and stop getting distracted.
Still rememeber the times when I will be always the one standing on my chair/ at the back of the class/dozing off during Mr Yang's lesson while talking about Pokemon and making fun of chinese words and pronounce it like it's off-key or something with a few guys and girls in class.
Getting tickled and when the particular gets caught,he's done for it.
HAHA.
Still remember I am in the guys group entering some stupid cave thing during excursions which I got really scared and run out squealing cos they dared me to.
LOL I was a complete daredevil and ended up whining.
My favourite food is that chicken with seaweed.
Now,I'm sick of it.
Often ate with friends during intervals and squeeze as many on the swing.
Playing basketball and score the most during PE.
and I rmb running extra miles when I suppose to run 4 rounds not 5 during napfa.
I've got good memories,and childhood too.

Until a girl..
well I'm not going to talk about it.
Some things done have a really great impact on my life,
but they just haven't realise.
But it's over..

I just hated growing up.Things change,everyone change.
Thinking back makes me think how cunning and much to that extent that I've changed.
Ask me about god,I think everything booshit,they just take everything away from you that you supposed to deserve.I worship Hestia and Athena.

Memories. How I wished I live in the past.
Carefree is my only wish now.




I felt so guilty rejecting one of my friends when she asked me to go study with her in the library.

seriously.
the place I only can study really efficiently probably the place I had tuition and on my bed. =/

I really need to sort of enjoy my holidays because...
TOMORROW I AM SUFFERING 8 hours of THE COURSE!
Last minute someone told me yeahs,now I think my holiday is like.... T_T
Hopefully,it will be fun.I don't want to waste my time on that.
Wondering what's the course?
Hm. Don't tell you.

Captain mouse asked me if I can go for kev's farewell party cos he's enlisted to NS but the problem is...it's tomorrow?!
Nevermind about that..

Mr Kev:
When you read this,don't be touched!
Once you enter the gates of hell,don't cry when you have your hair shaved off.I will be the one ROFL at you,so stay strong and protect your territory!
P/s:If I could not attend your farewell party,forgive me. m(_ _)m


Jamataneh~




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elduYva4e4U

Gackt dress up as nurse and sch girl...@@